Remember wayyyyyy back in your 6th grade creative writing class (was it even 6th grade?) where they taught you about stream of consciousness? And how you were supposed to write down everything that came to mind and just let it all flow out? What grade was it that they taught you that you shouldn't start a sentence with "and" like I just did up there?
So I'm just going to write and get it all out.
Work is stressing me out. We've been working towards our big SAP upgrade probably close to two years and it'll all come to fruition starting tomorrow night. I work late tomorrow night to shut down the old SAP and start bringing up the new version. I work on Sunday also for who knows how long. If all goes well, when everyone comes into work on Monday morning everyone will log into the new SAP and all will be right with the world. But why am I picturing mass chaos and craziness and just MORE STRESS? I'm normally a "glass is full" kind of gal but I'm really not getting that sense with this project. Ugh.
I love pistachios but I've been trying to be really good and careful about what I've been eating. But a co-worker had to bring out the hidden bag of pistachios so of course I poured myself a huge handful, or let's be honest--2 handfuls, into a cup. So I'm breaking the shells apart, eating my pistachios, enjoying my salty snack, when I notice that this one particular shell had a weird sort of fuzzy moldiness inside of it. I just kind of said "huh" to myself and kept throwing the shells into my garbage can. THEN...there it was...on my desk...A DEAD CRUNCHY WORM!!! Everyone had been working along quietly until I noticed the dead worm on my desk and shouted "SHUT UP!" The co-worker who sits right across from me whips his chair around and can't believe I just told him to shut up when he hadn't even said a word. I had to quickly explain that there was a dead worm on my desk and it came from the pistachios and oh my gosh I'm so grossed out and then ALL my co-workers are laughing at me and I'm telling them to quit laughing that I may be getting a little teary-eyed here and then I was laughing along with them and it was quite a funny side diversion and stress-reliever. But seriously, why is it always ME who finds the nastiness in food? I'm ALWAYS the one who gets someone's stray nasty hair in my salad or chicken fried steak or whatever. Ask my family. They'll tell you.
Hadley is good and so very cute. I probably shouldn't say she's good because she's getting into a naughty stage and likes to get into things she shouldn't. She also likes to throw whatever she has in her hand when she gets frustrated or mad. Gus seems to get the brunt of her sippy-cup-throwing-temper fits so we're working on that. Her hair is getting quite long and it drives me crazy how it hangs in her eyes, but it doesn't seem to bother her. But I'm constantly trying to brush it back from her eyes or sticking a bow in her hair. She'll only put up with the bow for so long. By the end of the day, she's usually yanked it out of her hair and thrown it down on the ground with great emphasis. I'm surprised she doesn't then stomp on it after that for good measure. The bows are so cute! Why does she hate them so? She's learned to give hugs and she'll give you one if you ask her. Melts your heart. Aron and Casey had a date night on Tuesday so we watched Avery for them. Hadley can now say "Avery" instead of just calling her "Rey." She's talking soooo much. She seems to be into animal sounds at this point and can tell you what the cat says, the dog, the sheep, the lion, the snake, the fish, the cow, etc...She loves the "Brown Bear Brown Bear" book. For the bear, I taught her that the sound they make is "heyyyyy Sic 'em Bears!" She even does the hand motion! Maybe that kid will be a Baylor Bear yet! After her bath Adrian usually dries her hair all crazy-like and she gets this super proud look on her face and you have to acknowledge that she has crazy hair. So I always do the "rock on" hand motion to her and tell her to "rock on with yo bad self!" She thinks that's funny. I love that she thinks I'm funny. I know that won't always be the case. Wonder when I'll have to start preparing myself that someday she'll prefer Adrian over me and will prefer to be a Daddy's girl. Does that start around age 10 or earlier than that? Not that I think she really prefers me now, but I do think my name is mentioned quite more often than his. Mama...mama...mama...mommy...mommy...mama...ad nauesum.
Vacation to Cabo is off. Wish it wasn't, but it just isn't practical to spend that money right now. Adios Mexico...Hola mas dinero para que? Para mas ropa? Para mas zapatos? Just kidding. I'll quit with the espanol. I was trying to figure out how to say "brakes for my car" and I don't know the word for brakes. Michelea gets into town on March 9 for a visit. We may try to get away to the mountains for a couple days. I'm going to need a vacation after next week. Dos mas cervezas por favor! Speaking of 2 more beers, ski trip to Breckenridge is next weekend. Bet I'll have at least that many that weekend. Yahoo!
I think this is probably the most boring thing I've ever written. No deep dark secrets or even deep thoughts in this one. But maybe
Jamie will be happy I at least wrote something.